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Journal Entry: Sat Sep 26, 2009, 3:06 PM

_{Hello everyone! (though I think only Ayano reads my journals coz of the lack of activity nowadays).
First of all thank you sweety to donate me a subscription. Im really glad for it though I still dunno y I got it^^ Maybe it will inspire or motivate me to write more often. Anyway sorry that I didnt put any poems or writings onto my gallery but I had no inspiration to write. I have a halfly-finished poem bout twins but I had no time or inspiration to finish it. I am also thinking bout translating my 2 short stories into english. this way they would be available not just for hungarians. The other day i found a poem I wrote at the unviersity at profession-socialization training. Words were given in advance so it was hard, but I think it is quite good. Im tryin to translate it also n then I'll submit it.

University started 2 weeks ago. Yeah I was get admitted to the psychology MA course so I'll be attending there for another 2 years. Its a bit more relaxed than BA was. Now we dont have to proove anything. I have many tasks now as well but I dont feel that pressure and its good. So maybe my muse will come back and kiss me on the forehead and then I can write again. Till then keep watchin if you dont bore me and maybe one day you will find a new artwork of mine^^

Cheers everyone!

Kiss,

Hanalia}

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Mood: Lazy

Skin by `DWALKER1047

Sing me to yourself

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 27, 2009, 7:30 AM

_{"Sing and I will hear you
No matter where you are
A song to light the darkest night
And guide me from afar

And I will never be alone
Now I know you're somewhere
You're everywhere to me
You're the colour in the sky
A reason to believe
And when the rain falls down
You tell a story
And I will hear you
Always near you
By the boab tree

Lay your arms around me
Like the falling rain
Let the feeling drown me
And life begins again

And I will never be afraid
Now I know you're somewhere
You're everywhere to me
The warming of the sun upon
The earth beneath my feet
And when the rain falls down
You tell a story
And I will hear you
Always near you
By the boab tree

Oh you are somewhere
You're everywhere to me
You're the colour in the sky
And you're the earth beneath my feet
And when the rain falls down
You tell a story
And I will hear you
Always near you
By the boab tree"

Sing me to yourself and forgive me my sin...

Dedicated to the white prince.}

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Mood: Unhappy
Listening to: Angela Little - by the boab tree

Skin by `DWALKER1047

Giving a sign ^^

Tue Jun 30, 2009, 9:32 AM

Mood: Optimism
Listening to: Blink 182 - Dammit
Reading: Stephenie Meyer: new moon // Meg Cabot: TPD 2

_{Hey everyone! It seems that summer holiday began for me too. Well long time no write here and I had no artwork. This was a hectic semester and I didnt really have time to deal with my creativity.
To cut the long story short: I got A for my thesis; I managed to achieve 12 scores on the written entrance exam at my uni n with this I was in the top 10. I got A for my final exams and on the oral entrance exam I got 23 from 25 scores. I was at an other university..hm I think my scores arent so well..24 rom 45 but if I am lucky I get admitted to my uni again. Now one oral entrance exam let at a 3rd unviersity. Its gonna be on the 8th of July. Please support me on that day.

As for my artworks I have a poem wot is kinda half ready. It's on my other comouter. As soon as I get bk to the capital im gonna check it n try to finish it.
I've been planning for a long time to write a story, and one day I'd like to write a book just first of all I have to realise if i had talent for this or not and if yes I have to find my own style. Yesterday a funny story started to shape itself in my head..would be bout teenager years n problems..dunno wot will be from this..I1m just chasin the ideas in my head. I should get a notebook or papers coz at home mom doesnt really like if i sit in front of the pc a lot. Maybe afta goin bk to the capital im gonna start the first sketch

I hope this summer will be so amazing. Im lookin forward next week when at last I can meet my best friend ayano (*arthame) shes gonna accompany me to the entrance exam and we will spend the weekend together

By now i think that's all. I welcome everyone who read my journal n my works. Thank you so much! Keep watchin!

Cheers,

Hanalia}

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Whats my age again?

Sat Mar 28, 2009, 6:40 AM

Mood: Distracted
Listening to: Mcfly: heart never lies
Reading: Harry Potter and the deathly hallows
Watching: nothing

_{~Rám szakadt a távolléted S hiába tapasztottam homlokom az üveghez Léteid zaja a csendet egyszer sem törte meg.~
"your absence has slivered on me. I pushed my forhead to the glass of window in vain because your footsteps didnt break the silence at all"

I gave it a try and tried to translate that hungarian sentence i found on my home-pc. I cant remember when I wrote it. Years ago, and I forgot it. Human soul is timeless and eternal. It suits to my state on this day also. 21 years ago I was born to this world, cried like hell to prove I am alive and ready to fight my fights and walk on the road I started to step onto. How self-confident a baby can be..perfectly can follow the popular quote: "carpe diem". Her little body can be glad for every caress, food and dream and doesnt deal with tomorrow. "here and now" this is what counts for her. 21 years later shes completely changed and cant start anything with this "carpe diem". Sometimes it succeed and sometimes not. But most of times she cant handle this quote, cant live in present.
On this day I can feel the weight of the world on my shoulders, as wrinkles are talkin under my skin : ,,wait wait my dear mates..she has some cool years n then our time will come." I can feel as the lines movin on my face and body and shapin my appearance. I feel how im getting older and older..days pass so quickly that sometimes I cant keep up with them, but despite it something stays so static, immobile, stubbornly clings and doesnt let any development. Its like an old-fashioned stuck in the mud, lyin on its bottom n gasping for fresh air.
Today everything is so sharp, every thoughts in my head is that, and heavy and demanding. I doubted my decisions many times, doubted my eternal hope, doubted my perception and faith oh that blind faith. How can i be sure of that it doesnt lead me astray? Im still hanging on my bones and paying attention...one day end must come...one day I will be me again...one day...so far away but one day..jut wait secretly in silence and dont get mad.

collection of my thoughts and feelings. But if u asked yeah I am "fine" as always.
A poem is half-ready i cant finish it have no time. I cant write nowadays..ancient chaos in my mind and everywhere.}

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Answers in songs

Wed Feb 25, 2009, 10:59 AM

Mood: Lonely
Listening to: Blink 182: I'm lost without you
Reading: Margaret Mitchell: gone with the wind
Watching: nothing

_{hey! Well Ive just found this test on ~arthames page and I was bored so I filled it in. Feel free to do the same if you have time!

rules of the game:
+ choose a singer/band/group.
+ answer using only titles of songs by that singer/band/group.
+ tag 6 more people.

Band: I choose: Blink 182

1. Are you male or female?

The girl next door

2. How would you describe yourself?

Aliens exist

3. What do people feel when they're around you?

Depends

4. How would you describe your previous relationship?

Alone

5. How would you describe your current relationship?

freak scene, first date, a new hope, I miss you, I'm lost without you

6. Where would you want to be now?

Obvious, Please take me home

7. How do you feel about love?

Rollercoaster

8. What's your life like?

Sometimes, Alone, Boring, Rollercoaster, Another Girl Another planet

9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish?

A new hope

10. Say something wise

Sometimes, All the small things, Obvious

My friends:

Artists I love here:}